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Aokute Nigai

青くて苦い

Miya works as a male host, charming women for a living, but his heart belongs elsewhere. Even while being intimate with female clients, his mind drifts to the face of his colleague Tama, a man he secretly desires. Miya is trapped in a life that demands he perform heterosexuality, all while his true feelings grow stronger and more unbearable with each passing day.

Despite the intensity of his crush, Miya has no intention of ever confessing. He knows that revealing his love for Tama could shatter the fragile balance of their professional relationship and the world he has built for himself. So he keeps his emotions locked away, watching Tama from a distance, aching with a longing that has no outlet.

As Miya continues to hide his truth, the distance between his public persona and private desires becomes harder to bridge. The story follows his quiet struggle, the weight of unspoken words, and the bittersweet pain of loving someone he cannot have.

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